Monday, March 5, 2012
Day 5
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Day 5


I woke up this morning at 7:30 and I realized that this was the last day; the last day of driving. If we didn’t make it to Montreal today, we would miss our Great Aunt’s funeral. And the thought of missing the funeral brought tears to my eyes. I had been holding my sadness in during the trip, just focusing on driving east, but now as I rolled out of bed and got dressed, I realized that it was likely that Luc and I weren’t going to make it, that after her death, we wouldn’t be able to mourn her with our family around us – and that idea I just couldn’t bear; I missed her so much. I thought about the possibility of not making it to Montreal in time as I packed the tent up. When the tent was all rolled up, I decided that I needed to stop thinking about that terrible possibility and just focus on the drive, as I had been able to do for the rest of the trip.
I packed the tent in the car and Luc and I drove to get breakfast at the Denny’s in Cedar Rapids, both ordering a Harvest Oatmeal Breakfast totaling out to $12. A half hour into the day’s driving at 8:30, the car started sputtering and Luc had to pull off to the side of the highway near North Liberty, Iowa. He looked at the gas meter and realized we were completely out of gas. We had just filled up the tank and shouldn’t have been out of gas, so we hadn’t checked our gas when we got in the car this morning – someone must have stolen our gas while we were sleeping. I wanted to scream – now our chances of getting to Montreal on time were even less; I could already imagine the looks on my family’s faces when they realized we wouldn’t be there for the funeral. A tear escaped my eyes and began to roll down my cheek, but I wiped it away and set my mind to fixing the problem as quickly as possible.
After looking at the GPS on Luc’s phone, we realized that there was a gas station only 100 meters away called the Kum & Go Gas Station. The two of us walked all the way down to the gas station – in the frigid air with clothes that weren’t warm enough to keep us comfortable – buy a plastic two-gallon gas container for $12 as well as the gas to fill it and walk back to the car. We dumped the gas into the tank and tried to start the Chevy. The car rumbled to life, and we drove it back down to the gas station. We filled it up with the total coming down to $56.
Frustrated that we had now lost an hour of our time to drive for the day as well as valuable money, I tried to force myself to think as positively as possible – at least we were back on the road again, driving down the highway. I looked out the window at the gorgeous trees lining the highway and the juxtaposition of the hard, grey concrete with what looked like a thriving forest next to it; something as man-made as it gets, and something so full with natural beauty that it takes your breath away.
At the end of the day, we were in Marysville, Michigan, still nine and a half hours away from Montreal. We booked a room at the Motel Six for $64. Defeated, I trudged up to our room. I lay down on the bed, still in my clothes and cried. I cried for the Great Aunt I had lost and the funeral I would miss and the drive I had gone through only to fail miserably. I cried mostly for my absolute and total failure. And then I wiped the tears off my face, got under the covers and fell asleep exhausted, knowing that I had failed myself, had failed my family, and once again my hopes had been crushed. And maybe I thought, as my thoughts drifted off into nothingness, I would never hope again.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Day 4
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Day 3

When we got up this morning, it was cold and overcast, and getting up early really wasn’t something Luc and I wanted to be doing. When we finished packing up the tent, I picked the tent up and was about to walk to the car and pack it away when I stepped on something soft. When I looked down, there was a lizard tail under my shoe and a lizard missing a tail running into the bushes nearby. At first, I was a little bit disgusted, but then felt badly that the lizard was going to have to live without a tail for a while because of my carelessness. I packed the tent into the trunk of the car and got into the driver’s seat, Luc in the passenger seat. We stopped at the Valero Gas Station in Laramie and filled up our tank for $45.38. At 8:00 we were on the road and had begun driving. We looked at the traffic report – construction was being done on I-80 for the day, so we had to find a new route. We would have to go north on I-30, and then exit onto 34, later exiting onto I-25 and then onto I-18, which turns into I-20. After that, we would have to stay on I-20 for the rest of the day’s trip. This detour has been very frustrating. We would have been able to get to Des Moines, Iowa, but are only going to be able to get to Sioux City, Nebraska – that is if everything else for the day goes as planned.
At 9:30, we stopped in Wheatland, Wyoming at a Burger King where we bought two pancakes and sausage platters costing $2.89 each, at a total of $5.78 for breakfast. In the car, Luc and I began to whine and complain about the trip. It was turning out to be a lot more exhausting than we thought it would be – up to 10 hours in the car two days in a row is a lot, and when you realize that you’re barely halfway, that doesn’t make you feel any better either. After venting for a couple minutes, we settled back into a comfortable silence where I focused on the road and not getting us lost, and Luc did some research on where we would spend the night.
While researching, Luc realized that the Missouri River had flooded, and instead of being able to get to Sioux City, we would only be able to get to O’Neill, Nebraska. Both of us were frustrated. I imagined what it would have been like to be pioneers – that would have made our lives much more difficult – and I tried to look at the silver lining. Later in the day, we stopped in Merriman, Nebraska at a Subway. We bought 2 $5 foot longs – one to split for lunch and one to save to split for dinner, similar to what we did the other day. At the subway, we considered buying chocolate, but decided that we needed to save up as much money as possible. We also stopped at the Cherry County Gas station and filled up for $46.42.
When I was about to get back into the car and drive away, a man came staggering towards me with a cup. His hair was greasy and his clothes were ragged and covered with stains. He looked at me sadly and begged me for money. "I...need it...the money I mean," he said. "Miss, I can't live without it. How, how, can I live like this?" And then he broke down. His mouth turned down and tears welled up at the bottom of his eyes. I didn't want to see a grown man cry. I immediately handed him a five-dollar bill. And I told him I hoped it helped him somehow, that it would somehow improve his life and I told him that I was under a budget and I needed to get to Montreal. I wanted to tell him my life's story, for some reason, he seemed like someone I could really talk to -- but I held myself back. And then I smiled at him and walked away. He was struggling to live off of nothing and I was struggling for a better life. I had a future, but he didn’t. And so I drove; away from the homeless man, away from what I hoped my life wouldn’t turn out to be, contemplating my future. Later, at 5:00 we got to O’Neill and parked our car at the Carney Park Campground. Putting up a tent there would only cost us $10 for the night, which we were ecstatic about. At the end of the day, we were down to $808.96.
Friday, February 17, 2012
Day 2

Elko, NV
We got going at 8:00 in the morning, and left Elko, Nevada, heading towards Montreal once again. The sun was already up and the sky was bright blue with not a cloud in sight. The landscape was relatively flat and the majority of it was a golden color. In the beginning, Luc drove and I sat in the passenger seat, reading and hoping that he didn’t get us lost. Luc and I were slightly tired from the day before, but realized that we had a long way to go and that if we wanted to get through this trip, we needed to understand that this isn’t going to be easy. An hour into the trip, when we were about to look for a place to eat breakfast, Luc got a call saying that he had an overdraft on our bank account; as a result, we lost $35. Because of this, we decided not to get breakfast, as we weren’t that hungry and wanted to conserve as much money as possible. Our loss of money caused us to realize that there were likely some serious problems ahead and money was definitely going to be tight – $1200 isn’t a lot of money for an almost 3,000 mile trip. About 50 miles into the trip, we stopped in Wells, Nevada where we got gas at Sundance Shell. We stopped inside the Easy Mart for a small bag of original corn nuts that cost $1.50. We shared the bag as a replacement for breakfast. We filled up our tank at the station for $48 and got back on interstate 80 towards Montreal. This time, I drove, and Luc looked up places we could spend the night. His phone has proven to be really useful because we have been able to research things while on the road, so we don’t have to stop to get Internet and are still able to research what we need to. Luc and I booked a place for our tent at the KOA campground in Laramie, which would cost us $19.80 for the night, including tax – a great price. 230 miles into our day’s travels, we stopped at 140 S Rio Grande St in Salt Lake City at Subway. We shared a $5 foot long which came with a free drink. We also bought a second $5 foot long with the free drink for dinner. Later, we stopped in Green River, Wyoming for gas at the Tollgate Station, costing us $50.98. At 6:00pm, we reached Laramie Wyoming, signing into KOA and setting up our tent. We ate our sandwiches we had bought at Subway earlier in the day and relaxed, me drawing in my sketchbook and Luc playing Temple Run on his phone. At the end of the day, we spent $168.28 and we’re down to $911.54. If we continue at this rate, we will definitely be able to get to Montreal with a bit of money to spare which would be truly amazing. The day has been relatively uneventful, and we are really happy about it.











